Full Circle (originally written 2013)

I find it funny that I wrote this 4 years ago on facebook of all places... and it's like I could have written it yesterday. Life is an amazing thing, how scenarios twist and bend with some repeating themselves in disguise. Well anyways...

The war wages on within, the battle of the mind vs the heart let the battle begin.
My eyes wanna spectate but they can't look in, I'm blindfolded on the sideline waiting for it to end.
So do I leave it to fate, and travel down that old road, or do I break free of this destiny and shatter the mold.
The path that leads to the left, or the path that strays to right, never once have I been the type turn away from the light.
But the signs, and the lies, the red flags, the disguise, could it be, she's legit, when I look into her eyes.
should I go, will we die, will we grow, will we fly, I don't know, But I know , I gotta breathe and let go.
Of this past and this hurt cause it's alot to just lose,  never to kiss my daughters face has got me writing the blues.
Yet theres a glimmer of hope one million miles away, not gonna tell all of my secrets but i'll feed you bits day by day.
Today I felt my  heart lighten and i felt this burden removed, disproved haters you will be like yodas tellin this news.
But this is where it will start, should I choose to follow my heart, or do I turn my back and run  thats what I know to be smart.
Not talking about what I had, It's what awaits up ahead, I'm sayin this  woman is amazing!, but my  heart could just end up dead.
Is this a gamble worth taking or can this game not be won, I got  these quarters in my pocket...maybe I'll just try one....