face lift

"Every single thing in life happens to prepare you for something bigger"
Is that supposed to be uplifting
Am I the only one who feels the despair

As in every single soul you fall for
Breaks your heart
What is that preparing you for
The end? A friend?

How can heartbreak prepare you for positivity
You see it, feel it and hear it all the time
People never truly recover

So does it prepare you for the fact
that we all die alone
No matter who is by our side
It's only you who is taking the leap.

Someone give me sanctuary
I can't seem to find the stars
All thats gold and all is silver
They eventually rot away

Are yall all here for me

Someone show me peace of mind
I can't seem to find a way

Are yall all here for me.

Self centered, of self conscious
Are yall here for me?
Not to do my bidding
But to remind me of my solitude

At home in a buried box
This strange life prepares me to be alone