A condom for the heart

You're throwing a tantrum because i found someone i can grow with.
Not someone that i have to drag along the whole damn way.
She's says to me
I let her free
Because I'm just her burden
I got attatched
But now I sit here
I'm hurtin'
Used to say shit like forever and always
But honestly all it is
is that I'm waiting to part ways
money is just an object
a part of my self destructing project
because I'm not good enough for recovery
so welcome to high times introductory
because the more you smoke the less you feel
because I don't want to deal with what's real
This was the first unhealthy slip
In such a long time