problem solved

A lifetime of fucking things up can be fixed.
It is simple there is no trick, cock the hammer
hear the click. kinda messy but nice and quick.
will there be a light, will you feel me in the night.
or will i be forgotten.
 lost in vague memories you cant
quite put your finger on.
all my angels bring me only pain.
failure again, failure again.
Do I disappoint you, do i let you down.
my smile is fake it eats me from inside wrong place wrong time,
 I lied, I lied.
nothing really matters when your souls been splattered.
Right?