devoid of sloppy kisses

We should have had a first kiss.
that should have been my moment
to play over over and over

instead you were a germaphobe
or a you didn't want to get riled up
so you held me in your arms and muttered
"you are so tempting" and kissed me on the cheek and neck

I do play that over and over
did back then, still do form time to time

it was intense
there was sweat and magic in it, yes

But your neurosis robbed me of that fairy tale moment,

we are a giddy collection
of near misses
a passionate story
devoid of sloppy kisses