I'll Stay

I feel this net around me,
stuck, restricted and bound.
Your hate, your love it ties my soul.
Your hands hold my will and bring it down.
Your kindness fells my walls
and gentleness downs my defenses.
You hold me close and promise forever.
Whisper words that make me see ,
touch my tender and hold onto me.
You squeeze my hand and lead me away,
you tell me "now", I beg you no.
You make me listen, you force your way.
"Shut up bitch, you fucking cunt"
Your words slice through me just like this knife.
Your anger fills this empty air.
I struggle to breathe and fight the pain.
You swing your hate and you fist.
You bruise my worth and break my blame.
"What a worthless whore you stuck me with"
"now suck my cock you nasty bitch"
"it's all you're good for anyway"
Let me leave, please let me stay.
You've made your point and had your say.
I'll never leave you never try
I am nothing you own my mind.