if i had

if i had one line to erase time...
I still wouldnt be able to save you...
If i had one million dollars i wouldnt be poor...
But still i would cry for you...
If i had known that 2day was the end...
I would of put down the pen to see you again...
If i had been there the last breathe you took...
Maybe my heart wouldn't be so shook...
If i had known i had became your cancer..
I would of told you to let me go...
Now i'm the one who wakes at dead of night
I look around my bed something aint right
It's not a nightmare but still causes fright
Your not here to hold me tight
If i had seen your eyes one last time
It would of helped me sleep at night
But your beauty is far from sight
I have lost all will and might
You were the rose in my garden
The heart of my soul, for that your meomory will never go
If i had one verse for you it would be
You were the blood that ran through my veins
The cells that clicked in my brain
Without your love i would go insane
There's nothing left to say