Heartbreak

My own mind is like a cell.
My thoughts and emotions dripping down from the ceiling creating bars and a lock, trapping me in without the key.

The noise is always loud in my ears,
My nerves on end,
Concentration out the window along with my will to move forward.

My heart in shreds from the blender it's been put through.
Tears fall from my eyes like the a dam that I can't seem to control.

Sobs wrench from my chest racking my whole body, and I can't seem to get any air into my lungs.

Memories flit through my brain like a movie evoking emotion that feeds the cycle of heart break.

People talk but I can't hear them.

Sometimes I wish I could hate you but I love you so much that I can't seem to bring myself to hate you.