I am here again

Dark night, trees still stay
I am following my usual way
To your house where is warm light
I reach here to escape from outside

With or without intention I come here
I look around not realising clear
That I search for you hoping to see
I'll be back, no point to deceive

In a nightmare, in a wonderful dream
I am here, I am always near
This place saves me and will
It's all I need to be healed

I didn't go there for real for long
But I know for sure there I belong
I know how it looks now and how was it then
When my feeling to you it's rising began

To run away, to forget - one thought
But I'm away it will leave me not
And where will I look for my new peace?
This is one where my soul now lives

I will go back one last time
I will go back to leave the pain behind
But will you let me be free?
Your image is carved on my heart clear