Death In The Making

I hear the angels calling
While I'm constantly falling
Unconscious due to the pills
Wasn't done for the thrills
Tired of this fucking place
Wanted to leave without a trace
But this was the only way
No goodbyes, no real reason to stay
No love from all these people here
My destination is no longer what I fear
Everyone knew this day would come
Tired of being hated and growing numb
Tried my hardest to do what was needed
On my knees, I begged and I pleaded
Nothing I said mattered at all
I have no other choice but to fall
Into a deep sleep, to never wake again
Saying fuck you to family and so called friends
I hated my life, with all the fake smiles
Felt like my whole life was on trial
Hoping to find peace once I'm gone
In the dark, finally alone
I don't see halos but I feel the heat from the flames
The fire getting intense and the angels are calling my name
Am I finally here?, the place I admire
Hell's dancing angels greeting me by the fire
With a smile on my face, I've fallen from grace
No place like home, what a wonderful place