'institutionalized'

Process phase
'loosing mind'
Being happy
Acting kind
Energies float
here and there
I observe a dot
to nowhere
An old dream flash
with a conclusion
A white light
in the "institution"
What will differ
I cannot speak
Nothing changed yet
but all just did



Sorrow comes back
I ignore its existence
I'm not opening up
It is only an instance
My soul is abused
I'm the fucking abuser
Who am I to define
what is like to lose her

Everything is aligned
Choose your reality
Make insanity
sound relief

Renunciation
Institutionalized
You'd better run
to your demise