Another Shade of Red

I discovered today,
      That i am another shade of red.

The sun shines down when it becomes heavy
      World spinning headaches, in my ears
Heavy things,
Heavy things
 need to be here…

I'm a second away,
Chase me again my dear
Headlights that flash colors.
     The thought of you rots my ears,
            Weighted souls still holler..
                  You gave me the time, the beholder of sound.
      Listening to the airless waves once more,
Schitzopsychophobia
Drain the feelings of what you have to.

Im breathless, looking morbid for your exasperation
We are drowning in your self motivation!
Your jesus lies too,
Scrape the pieces of a shattered frontier!

      Now you’ve let the thoughts in, and i’ve all’ve but gone, my mind is,
                                                Bleeding Ulcers,
                  Up until the point you think i’m sane!

Hey man, listen, it's all the same. You know i feel you and we’re all okay.
            Then why,
                  Why don’t you get your fingers out my brain!
            

Look at that, i've almost forgot about the needs, hold my fucked up kid while i jumble a few jobs.

Look at me i'm pathetic, slobbering over a few empty boxes and the fact that i can still be the last person awake.

 Is that a bad thing to not be attached, because when i am in the other room and the noise is black i can't see what people are talking about.

I guess what she is trying to say is that she always loved you man, she gave you it all and you blew sand in her eyes and stormed in the opposite direction. Look, i’m not going to say that it’s your fault, but at what point did you lose the will to try, she had it all on the line and you could only try.


Fingers slipping