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My Fate

My mortal fears bring me such sorrow
Not knowing if I'll live through the day or see tomorrow
I lie here in this hospital bed
Tubes up my nose and bad visions fill my head
My work is far from done
The ink yet dry but I know what I've become
I was a hateful man, the love dead and gone
Wasted my years on foolish ideas, everything went so wrong
I feel the Darkness creeping, my inner demons finally taking me home
Where I go was of my making, I chose to live this life alone
I have no children, no love ever came my way
There is no point in praying, I know what the bastard would say
I've made decisions based on the times
Said a lot of bad shit, committed a lot of crimes
Now that I'm dying, none of the shit really mattered
Now I wait to fall and my ashes finally scattered
Judgement is calling, my punishment is due
Fuck the world, I will remain true

LuciferJames 2017
Written by LuciferJames13
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