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Since you left a sense of regularity fled.
A concrete constant in my life dissolved.
Without that post of familiarity to keep me held up,
everything else seems chaotic.

With a path to the left and a path to the right,
you would help me choose.
Now I'm frozen in place
uncertain where to go
or what will happen from here.

Thank you for the time you've given.
Thank you for the memories we made.
Thank you for pushing me on.
Guess from here I'm desolate once more.

Where the fuck do I go, what the fuck do I do.
Without you by my side I'm trying not to crumble.

Although I feel more free, it scares me.

Restraints are my comfort.

And now... I have none.

Under my skin, my body quivers at the memories, my stomach trembles and knots.

The thought of you with someone else crushes me.

Please. Please tell me you feel the same.