A love reply

I can't let go of this life that I've built
My family comes first
Can't bear the burden of guilt
My head and my heart do not agree
This is the conflict, why can't you see?

I do overthink
but my thoughts keep me safe
I can't up and run
so I'm stuck in this place
Sensing my pain
still you wish to feed
But two negative energies
is not what we need

I've thought about telling you
the secrets that I hold
but my head warns me
One day you'll grow cold

All that would be left
is a broken up home
Everything thrown away
then you're free to roam
So staying in my safe place
weep away I must
Because of my gut
In you I don't trust

So I'll stay without love
Because all of the above...