to kavik my love my life please read this

i'm feeling sad but not crying yet
all i can say is baby i miss you
your in my head in my heart
your in my soul and i feel torn apart

you never have the time for me i miss you
i need you your the only reason to live for me
without you i'd have nothing i'd be dead

so yeah i love that your in my head
but i miss you talking to me
you said you won't leave me
i know it's true but still baby i need to talk to you

because i love you i need you i'm your wife
i'm embedded in your life i'm your wife
i will ride through the ptsd with you i have it to
i love you for better for worse until i'm in a hurse

because i love you so much but i need you
i need you to spend time with me
i need you to keep me safe i need to hold you
i need to be held be told you love me

be called your kitty cat i haven't heard you even say that
in so long i need it tho i need you to have the time for me
soon we will be living together and i need your time
we used to spend hours talking you said you would

get up as yearly as needed just to see me
you would stay up late to talk to me
now im lucky if i get half an hour
but baby please i need you now more then ever

i love you so much you are my world
i said i wanted to marry you and have your kids
i love you i want to start a family with you
but i need your time i need you to spend time with me

i know the PTSD is bad but i'm there for you
you said you don't want to drag me down well
i'm your wife i'm yours and wouldn't want to be
anybody others wife or anywhere elase

baby i love you so much kavik i love you i do
it's true to the bone true to my soul
please baby i miss you so much ;( i need you here
i need your time please kavik my love make time?

i'm sorry to ask and you may decline but if you truly love me
then i need your time i love you kavik and am happy to spend 2017 with you