See you before I die

I've had lot of happiness in life
It was great so far, I can't deny
To say bye to it today/tomorrow
Would be okay, I'd feel no sorrow
Before...but lately 'cause of you
I wouldn't wanna leave if I had to...

It is so silly... with our souls
We're closer and yet after all
I wish to see you one day real
What for? But that's what I feel
I fill my whole heart with it
Yesterday, today it bleeds with need

It's not the sense of live, no
But I don't even want to know
What is it, what it means 'cause
I'll get more questions I suppose
What will follow if it won't
Happen in this live so soon?

Yes I'll survive through the pain,
My life will probably stay the same
It won't be broken but the hope
To see you before I'll be gone
Won't leave me, I don't wanna die
Before I see you and make you mine