Hide-n-seek

No single step for over ten years
No single letter postman brings
No message, no phone call
No short: "hi" after all
And suddenly: "Good morning"
Heartbeat is fast, ongoing
But something feels weird in it
This unexpected treat

Not a secret for how long I tried
To forget you and I denied
That it didn't work but never
I waited for your yes, I was clever
May be only in my sleep
I saw your smile so sweet
Only there I reached it but then
All were brought to where it began

Only in my subconscious world
I stopped my dreams to hold
They were alive, almost real
Sometimes I let myself believe
That it was true. And what's now?
I can not miss it anyhow
And I'll take whatever you suggest
Even if it's never for the best

May be what controls you now
Is the same power that somehow
Pushed me to you as well
Opened that hidden door to Hell
I love you still, can't deny
Feelings I have I might
Keep for next ten years same
Even if we play hide-n-seek again