Entity

It was a cold rainy night, sometime like december. I stood alone at a cloudy window, drenched in the musk of breath. I’ve been here a while, i’ve been so strong and well kempt. Kept together over our crushing endeavors. I think in a glance back, through all we’ve been through, why am i standing alone my dear? Reflections tell me the still, solemn truth. You’ve lost your mind sir. I’ve lost my mind to you my lady! The drastic nature beyond the glass Thickens. Weeks turned over unto months and the ghostly cold of your once radiant burn chills my spine at every thought. I once believed we were soulmates, i cry out in thinking. I feel i may have been too much. Have i painted harsh dark words on a soft melancholy heart, marched it out to sea. I’ve only meant love my dear, i tried my best to avoid our razor sharp edges. I’ve tried and tried, put it all into what i wanted for you, i held your hand in times when my soul bled to be more than i could dream. I can't drop you from those heights my dear, our world is complicated, our love glistens under eyes and stars until we crash apart, we are fire and ice among veins and bone my love, we cry so our hearts may breathe. I try to push past the pressing fact, and i run breathless, our still heads tilt back to view what is above the surface, ever so close, i reach for you, you reach for me. A twisted reflection, lost glances now as past becomes day. Please take me up with you, i need air. I need to hold you, need to know you are there. Tears stroll like tumbling leaves down my face. I tried i everlastingly longed for the taste of futures implies. Please my love feed me satisfaction one last time. I need something anew, our days run cold. Mice scatter from the facts as crumbs fall upon your floor. I feel my own teeth as you have ever so. Run my love, i'll always need you. I'm a monster, a monster from your heart. Don't look into my illusion, your reflection runs along. I’ll always chase you away. Love me my entity.

-By: Tyler V. Quarello