Apprehend

Miscommunication tends to leave so much left unsaid. Agree to Disagree but his words you just misread.
Losing people left and right and with that i didn't have a choice, but now i have an option so i'm going to use my voice. With each word I write and speak, tears are filling up my eyes, The daily smile upon my face is merely a disguise, Fore your days are numbered and its breaking my heart and you don't seem to see that its tearing me apart. Not everyone's out to get you, True, you've been dealt a band hand but the deck of cards you chose to play were never meant to advance. You can't compare apples and oranges, both fruit with different aspects, just like prisoners in a cell, same criminal, different suspects. I can't expect you to change your mind but the clock is ticking and we're running out of time. So what's the difference from me taking a ring when it all leads up to the same damn dream? I always supported you, even when shit hit the fan. It's your life, your decisions, and that I can understand. So when it comes down to it, its my turn you see, so why can't you go ahead and do the same thing for me? I've learned from the best, clearly its true, so trust that I can stand on my own two! Trust that I'm still going after my degree, trust all your knowledge that you've done everything. Trust in me, I'm a reflection of you. Trust that with this info, I know just what to do. We double checked the facts and triple checked the research and quadruple checked the reasons, you know I need him and he deserves to be here! But its obvious you're not going to turn a blind eye, and at the end of the day, my respect for you is still so very high. I understand that losing people is a part of life but when I have a choice in the matter I have to go through strife? I... I'm just tired of things having such a bitter end. Why cant you just drop the cuffs instead of trying to apprehend?