Not once but twice

I let you into my wirld gave you my heart my soul then you promised me everything then one day you became so cold and distant i thought u was mad no sad no she was done with me she took my happiness away and left me in the deep pain. Few months go by i start to get over you again but then you fell back into my life again you asked me to take you back and i let you back in it started all over again. You gave me joy and happiness again just so you can hurt me again i have i feeling I'll never love the same again.