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My confesson to you

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Your scent still lingures in the air, wrapping around my body as if you were touchng me again and again.
I couldn't imagine myself letting someone else here in my bed, in my mouth.Touching my soul and drowning the tears that kept me awake on endless nights.
But something is wrong.
So just to fill the void I have felt �for so long I pretend that this is something more between you and I.
Maybe a lie.
But a well overdue lie so I don't mind. I want to feel your lies caress my big thighs and thick waste.
I want your lies pressed against my lips swirling our tongues.
Can you tell Ive never been a kisser.?
Because you are my first real kiss.
�Lies make this all to comfortable and familure. Ive always shared lies.
Never truths just unquestionable lies.
When will I be able to share truths with you? Lies slithering its way deep into my vagina. leaving its waste inside me to rott. Crawl out of me ,out of my rotting dying flesh.
I feel dead inside. Like a piece of me is slowly leaking. When was this ever a blessing to bleed like a dying animal on the side of the road that i hit on one of those rainy nights crying over lies.
Lies touching me over and over feelng so good and remorseful at the same time. What do you want from me liar? Don't waste my time not one more second of pretending that I havent fallen for your lies.
I left lies on their doorstep 3 years ago. So why did I let you back in?
Lies is that you? In disguise deceivng my innocense that I have kept lock and key for so long. You tricked me all dressed up in white clothes and soft talking. Driving round town holding my hand, You've changed lies.
Im afraid I like this lie. He asks what I like? He has seen my flaws and still comes around. He has felt my rotting flesh ooze out doesnt mind. Lies never looked at me the way you do lie. Get out of that disguise lie. Im scared �that karmas close. [i]Waiting for lies to leave me on my doorstep.[/i]