A Change is Due

What do I have to do to find a little peace around here?   I just wish I could go on a long trip to the other side of the world right now.  My -x- won’t leave me alone.  The one person I thought I could count on is stalking me.  And the man I’m in love with hasn’t called in two weeks.  

I have to try to keep everything in order under these circumstances.  What do I look like – Wonder Woman?   I’m just about to give up.  Or should I say give in?  Maybe I should start thinking about finding my own place.  Or at least getting the hell out of here and not leaving any forwarding address.   But I can’t even do that because my worst nightmare has the right to know where Tanner is.  

Why do I have to be so lucky?  I’m really beginning to hate people, or at least men.  I always love the wrong kind.  The heart breaks.  I have to change the way my life is but I have to figure out what I’m doing wrong first.  How can I attract the right person when all the wrong ones are in the way?