"Underground Words"

Once open, adoring, loving and secure.
Now hidden and kept under chains and leashes.
Don't touch, don't see, don't read me, please?
I am not for all whom I know to see only to strangers and upkept people.
No, No, I do love you, I need you, I want you, I adore you.
Which is why I want to keep you safe away from my thoughts and history.
Sometimes when I write I don't think about anyone or anything but the words that
S P I L L
the words that burn your heart and make you twist in agony.
Though you must comply that who I was has become who I am.
The person that you so love.