5: 79:  To Love From Afar

Excerpt 79 from Journal 5, 'Reaching My True Love'
  -From 'Journals To My True Love, Part 2'

My Love, I love you from afar knowing you are floating like
  a cloud way above me...
You live in the cloud and I live here, on earths firmament...
Heaven and earth are so seperate, yet they want to rejoin
  and it is a type of magnetic attraction...
I want you to walk the earth with me, to teach you its ways...
I want you to emerge from deep within me and embody the
  love itself, even as I feel the splitting of my heart like a
  seed cracked open by force...
I want your essence around me, encircling me as I walk,
  lifting me...
I want your invisible hands in mine and your form before me...
In the mystery of the heavens where all unknowns are born
  I sense you there within my own inner heaven...
To create My Love, I become a giver and I imagine all things
  unknown to be there in kind...
I know you not, though you have been inside me all along and
  far away as well...
Heaven and earth are not so separate, we only think they are..
My earthly self remembers the heaven from which it came and
  sees you there with me in origin...
We were created together and can never fully be seperated...
I, like you am still there in spirit and will one day return...
You are with me all the time even in the absence of your
  physical form...
Even in the absence of my envisioning you as I would want
  and need you, I still have awareness of you...
I know the clouds are above me even when I am indoors and
  unable to view them...
And I know you are with me and heaven on earth is in my hands...