Hold On

Last night her heart broke.. But it was silent..
Today it shattered and rang loud in her ear

  The world is so dark... Shes trying to find some type of light
Each minute... Second.. Seems like shes losing the fight

  She once believed but it feels like everythings gone
Theres still this loud voice that screams "please hold on"

  Why hold on when you feel nothings left

Dreams are only nightmares

Nightmares get worse the minute she opens her eyes

The heart break is so painful she can feel it in her stomach

She only hopes the shards dont stab her 2 month old baby

  Whats the point when everything has been taken
Trying to figure out if shes staying or leaving

  How do you live when your insides have died
How can you trust when everything youve been told was a big lie

  She only hopes that tonight she drowns in her tears
They wont notice.. Its not like anyone cares

  She only hopes that her mother does not pretend
That shes been there all along when really she brought her own daughter to the end

  She only hopes that her father doesnt scream "my beautiful child"
Hahah he has never been a fucking father! Hes just indenial

  She only hopes that her friends dont say "I'm sorry ive seen the signs"
Lmaoo 😂😂 lets not tell such a horrible lie

  She only hopes that her so called family does not weep
Their the ones that did not believe

Everyone gives up.. Thats just what they do
But dont worry shes used to it.. You must not have a clue

Just a pain that the lord can heal
Just a loud scream that she could never reveal

A suicide? Thats something she will never commit
Her loyalty goes to the lord she could never do that horrible sin

She must hold on

Never talking to the ones that hurt her the most.. Thats something she can do

Its better to have them think shes dead.. After all they almost killed her

But she must hold on

Past is the past so she must move forward
Its just the pain that follows during

Everyones got a secret..

Mines will be hidden along with this scar
Just wait until its revealed.. Its not that far along

No matter what.. God said hold on