Spiritual evolution

My spirit telling me not to trust you,  
You gona fuck dudes,  
You dont love you want to be free and dance what who you want to,  
So do not touch you,  
The lack of intrest is ozing out of your interactions,  
Undermining opinions switching stories and mis-informing me for some reason i cant get so im searching for truth in a pit of intentions every detail is studied for inconsistencies. I know what attractions like i know when she gets a jokes or smile because shes acting nice, i show my intentions in plane sight ive captured flight i know when she seeks my attention its cause i have her mind occupied like complexes its complex but i could see so when you say you feeling me do i beleive,  
Nah, im just tryna figure out why do you act and lie its obvious but still im tryna figure you out like an arubix cube, why do you truely move. I dont get why you sit here and waist time with fake lines when all you have to do is just do you and be happy. Is tormenting me your agenda? And who sent you to do it so i can kill them your not the first some time i feel like im being targeted and karma didnt orchestrate this song i didn't cross no one my partnerships been scaring me since my first one i never carved in them but peices of me we're being chiped like the government's, for only loving them why should i love again i want to be closer to oneness but it fucking feels impossible this obstacle of love vs hate keeps locking you in with monsters who won't understand that truth and love go hand and hand they lie and say i love you at the same time. In the same breathe how can i beileive what your sayin im in a dying state of existence imprisoned  in a chakra of green if only you could see what it means you would want to evolve to. It involves you in involves 2 people resolving their faults to each other so loss would never occur because they never fall short to-geather they stand tall like a statue for all to see an example of what it is to be real and say im in it for her and she's in it for him. I only say this because i really feel it loving you was always my real intention but whats yours?