When Love Dies

It goes in, it goes out,
Can't control what comes out,
It's gonna kill me, And i aint talking bout my life,
I'm talking bout my heart that got pierced with that knife,
It's obvious that i love you,
And even to the heavens above you,
But i feel like i'm living a sin,
It's hidden within,
It's so powerful its coming back at me,
Trying to continously attack at me,
And its not the devil and surely not god,
This shit is more powerful than any god,
So it fucks you up everytime,
It even has a list and a line
I'm number one on that list,
You may think it words brings eternal bliss,
Those three little words,
Sometimes its better left unheard,
Cause it takes over your mind,
And all of your time,
Just look at me, i'm like shakespeare on cocaine,
Damn ! I'm sure your reading this and probably thinking " What the Fuck is he smoking ?"
But i have just been looking,
For that hearbeat to find,
But every fucking time i find it, it never seems to be mine,
So I stomp and I die and I fall to the ground,
Its so hard to see, but there are only black wings around,
Then I stop for the moment and i ask the wings,
Can you please take me to a place where emotions are dead and the angels don't sing".
Where the three little words are banished and never to be said",
And where you feel freedom cause everytime you go to sleep it feels like your death bed",
So he turned to me and this was his answer,
he said "my child what you complain about is just like human cancer",
There is no cure",
And love will always exist, cause its embedded in your core",
Without it, you'll cant see, can't feel, can't smell, can't hear, can't taste and can't breath",
Because it a vital part of what every human need",
Then i said " why the fuck are you trying to get in my head",
"Why didnt you just tell me go fuck myself instead",
And he said "no no my child, the world you look for only exists inside",
And if you look a lil further you will find your own suicide,
So you created your own world and your own path",
Your the only one to blame for letting three words rip you apart,
So stand up my child and go make history,
The best way to win again is to join me and cause misery
I then stood up, looked at him and just smiled,
And I said "you know the crazy thing is that i just almost believed you for a while
Your right, love is what every human needs,
But i've just realised you gotta keep on loving no matter how much your heart bleeds,
Cause if i fall victim and join to be equal,
i'll become just like them and become your evil sequel,
So take your evil force and go fuck it,
This soul is gonna keep on loving till i kick the bucket,
Take your black wings and go go away,
Cause i was sleeping, so its time to wake up and see a brighter day,
And i'm gonna keep on loving her till the end of time,
Even though she may never ever ever be mine
But in my heart she'll always be there
So if i wait forever, that i don't fear
He then looked at me, and this what he said
If you wanna love, then fuck you and burn in hell instead
I laughed at him, then he flew away in his wings,
And maybe its love or just maybe I do stupid things,
Whatever it is,I Don't Care,
Cause your the only thing i care for, that i Swear,
So just utter those three little words and i'll be there,
And no matter where you go, in your heart i'll always be near,
In your shawdows i'll forever protect you,
And no matter what, forever I will LOVE YOU,