MAYBE

Maybe I pretend
being in love but I don't care
I wanna meet
under the ground and dance in the air
I wanna whisper  
moments of love and total despair
We're loosing time,
my love, we have so much to tell

Forget the obstacles,
for us they're not real
No spoken words
in the world can describe what I feel
You introduce me
to your gods and I'm ready to kneel
and then I see
my self on a mirror revealed

You're breaking in
my mind and I constantly fight
You may be
an illusion I have to deny
I'm out of self-
control but I cannot see why
Why is this so hard
to just say goodbye

I wanted some piece
and excitement for myself
A need to release
the weight of my fuckin' debt
As misery patterns
undress my reality kept
A call from beyond 's
never been too far away from my bed

So I embrace
the experience and believe what I told
I watch my life
like a phony story unfold
And I find meanings,
I connect any dot
The truth is pumping out,
ready or not,,,,,