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Been  waiting awhile for this
Knew you would break in due time
Alittle patience is all it take
A weak mind with no Hope
Sitting alone cradling Jack
Inside I'm chanting yes like Daniel
I'm  the boss like Brian
A killer b teaming with Blair
And here's the facts of life
Im late for this so I'm speeding like Diana's driver
Hard to understand like Tony  
Need captions for that Brit
Bow your head and get to your Knee
Laughing like I'm watching Aries
Spears
This is your crash site where you get burned Barker
It's 10pm you won't see A.M again
Call it payback when I cut your nuts off
Going to hurt Bob
You should've felt the barrel of a 9 way before cops became the new klan
Killing black man after black man
Now trapped in this room nowhere to run
Have done nothing in life for me to think about letting you live
And I can't make you love me if you don't
So why deny myself the fun
Consider this  rehab
Finally clean
Drugs,alcohol and blood free
Only imperfection 1 hole in your forehead
If he forgives
It's 1 for him too
For lives you ruined with your shit
Feelings you hurt
Pain caused by your shit
A liar , a thief , a useless human being
Could go on but my finger is getting itchy
And my excitement has me feeling like I'm you after an eight ball
And 3 oxys right before shooting a line
Could get messy like a bitches face but neither stopping me when I'm ready to unload
And to think I had hope for you
Love for you
But you sold me the first time you sold yourself
I was the angel in your ear steering you right
Till you went left searching for the devil
Even he gave up on you
But honestly I'm doing this for you
Give the people what they want
Put down the bottle and pick up that gun
Put down that bottle and pick up that gun
Put down that bottle and ....

Shots fired
Shot by a man tired of the voices
Free
Finally free
A free man  
Something he hadn't felt since he was 17
At 33 he knows it's now or never
No clue where to start again
Finds hisself where he begin
Goes to knock as  she opens the door
They stare in each other's eyes
Then a long embrace
She whispers I always knew you would come back
He barely gets out
I love you mom