30 seconds to impact

Steel bleeds
dumping brass tears from an hk 91
Tings and pings pass the left ear drum
Everything convulses
Pulse's
I read a jacket as it tumbled past me
308.
Birthed  like a rocket
Tumble slow mo  right past me
I grasp infinity
Adrenaline surges thru me
Muffled sounds now speak clearly
But there only screaming
Always for me
To come start the saving
I scream internally
Do I HAVE TO DO EVERYTHING!
FUCK YOU SURVIVE OR BLEED!
WHY CANT YOU BE LIKE ME !
I Don't need anybody
Do you hear me scream ?!
But your lesser than me
You need your mommy
You papi
Theres no one here
but the devil dont you see!
Bath in the blood of pain and misery
Skins of fiends
Bloodlust has got its hold on me
Machine gunner
Hand grenade thru the window
blow up your whole damn family
The PTSD riddles me
Infecting me
can't you see !
Stay the fuck away from me !
The demon screams
Loud like banshees
Phantoms
tip the hour glass
Dusted Canines devour viel trash
I wipe death on my pants
With heavy pants and gasps I laugh
Just another day stuck in the black..