when life feels pointless?

can't take it i hate everything anymore
i'm hurt i'm burned always the victem
no one cares they all go about there days
even if i'm in heart breaking pain

i try to help but just hear how much
of a waste i am i'm hurt for helping
i'm hurt if i mind my own
so that's it? i'm hurt where ever i go?

i don't understand how i can live
when i can't even be with the one i love
it seems like such a hassle just to put on
some ripped clothes and sloppy make up in the morning

so what is it i do when you feel life you have no life?
what is it you do when you can't be his wife?
what do you do when the only person you love
you can't even fucking be with?

what do you do when you only feel like you get screwed?