Waiting is lonely

I see you there
Looking so bare
And so lovely
I want to hold you
And caress you
Heal the broken parts of you
We all have a few
Or at least Mead your pain
Take it away
I want to kiss you
Something I don't normally do
But I want to show you I need you
People always judge me to soon
He's mean and cold ignore that fool
But really I love a lot
To much in fact
I have pain you couldn't believe inside me
You don't know my life story
And if you did you would be crying
Ive brought grown men to tears
With my life stories
The horrors the torture that was done to me
90% of you would be dead if you lived even a quarter of my life
So sorry if I'm not all nice all the time
But I do feel something
And im feeling you
I wish you and I could meet
Have a date and of course will eat
I'll listen to you
And you listen to me
You and me always 50/50
I love with intense passion
Most can't handle it
I'm ride to die
As long as you need me for life
The fire in your eyes
It's got me curious
Kinda delirious
Your flooding my thought's and body
I think your damn sexy
And I wanna taste you
All of you
Whatever you want kissed I'll lick to
I want you all around me
Be like a cancer and never leave me
Hold on to me please
Grow old
Die with me
Really what are we missing ?
Least for me nothing
Everyone I loved has died or left me
I'm empty
But thinking of us I feel something