The Shoe Philosphy

Thoughts have been devastating to me,
Calendar had never been dreadful recently;
Beautiful things had lost their meaning
And a shit called sense took over it.
And then
I saw my shoe lying chaotically with their laces still tied
And then the shoe philosopher said
You still don't care about the things and you are still not completely messed,
You still don't give a shit to things
You will never grow serious
You will never live monotonously.