Stolen Moments

you think it is your wickedness I am mesmerized by      
but this is not so and couldn't be further from the truth      
it is the light that shines forth when we embrace      
the beautiful wholeness that overcomes both of our souls      
when you're with me dancing enraptured and entranced in ecstasy      
       
these are the stolen moments when the dark one      
in your divided soul finally flees        
confronted by the purity of such sacredness he vanishes      
and yet he is always waiting for his turn to show up again      
and I think it is he who still wants to hurt me...      
like he did so long ago when you watched as he      
plunged a knife into my heart and cruelly twisted      
it again and again just to watch me bleed and for sport      
       
that dark ravenous demon in your soul he is self-created you know      
you hold the key to his banishment but I don't think you will ever use it      
you feed him with every lie, every deception, every means to an end        
as he grows bolder, stronger and more ravenous      
his power is seductive but it is fools gold and the price for it is high      
he will always have you crashing on the shores of despair hopelessness      
anger and fear in exchange for the feeling of temporary omnipotence.      
       
but don't I have a demon in my soul too you ask        
and yes we of the law of one like you the sons        
of belial we too have a demon in our soul because      
we too are subject to the human condition      
       
it is how we deal with him that makes us different from your kind.      
like any other wild animal we never feed the dark one        
instead we respect and honor his ferociousness        
yes we even love him but he gets disciplined very sternly        
he is ruled by us and not we by him        
rendered harmless in this way he cannot hurt us or others        
       
the veil has been lifted and you know now that I know        
you are my soul mate and this I feel to the core of my very being          
but we belong to opposing forces and so only in our stolen moments      
of prolonged embrace will we be whole    
     
because unless you choose to render harmless the dark    
one in your soul I know he will come out and try to    
hurt me...      
I cannot go through that type of pain again    
why is it that you always only think of your pain      
and never mine      
what do you think made me force myself to forget for so long    
you can't even imagine how all of this pierces my heart      
with pain        
       
yet for now I am choose to remember our moments        
and our time together because each time you held me        
it felt like I was put here on earth just to be the      
fountain that will always overflow for you with the        
sensual sweet evidence of my love      
I will always yearn for your warm wet mouth        
ravishing the entrance to my inner sanctum        
and I will always yearn for you inside of me      
I will always yearn for your beautiful dark eyes      
your look of love and hypnotic rapture and        
I will always yearn for your sweet kiss on my lips