"Lost in my Mind"

Lost somewhere in my mind distant and far off, foreign even to me
My only thought is of these studies to which I dedicate my heart
Then out of nowhere, like a hellish stampede you overtake my mind
Bringing flashes of us back to the surface like the worst of floods
The deadliest of storms and the strongest of hurricanes could not match

The pain you inflict hen you betrayed my trust.
I must admit, for a minute I whished us to be friends,
But like all things you too have grown distant and foreign,
A far off memory forgotten - I have moved on.

But like all things you too have grown distant and foreign,
A far off memory forgotten - I have moved on,
But the wounds still, a forever will remain upon my heart.

So here I sit lost somewhere in my mind unable to study
Thinking only of you, wondering what you are doing
Are you lost somewhere in your mind distant and far off, foreign even to you?
Is your only thought of me...what does that mean?
Could we still be what we used to be? Do you believe in a second chance....do I?

Why did you do this to me? Did you know what your text would do?
Are you thinking what I'm thinking, are you writing what I am to?
I don't know if this will ever reach you....but I want you to know

I'm lost somewhere in my mind distant and far off, foreign even to me
...
I love you...do you, unto me too?