Each Night

each night I lie awake,
waiting for you to decide my fate,
in the end we are so frivolous,
although we loved the clashing dissonance.

you are my rock,
my life,
my soul,
but I cannot wait for you anymore.

each night I lie awake,
praying my soul is next to take,
for that moment is great,
please let me die next.

you are my enemy,
my foe,
my fear,
I will no longer wait right here...
to die by your hands.

every night I lay myself down to sleep,
sending my soul for you to find me,
yet it returns empty handed.

Each night I lie awake,
only to see your grave,
and say,
please kill me next.