Othersides

She felt so deeply
It was crippling
Escaping from her past
Running
mind numbing
Drugs flood her system
There was a moment in time
when were all happy
all innocent children
Not fully broken adults
I see what others dont
I see the soul
Scared and burnt
But what lays underneath the chard heart
Its glorious
Passion and power that could move montains change lifes or end them
I dont care what you see
I see the heavens
And as i write this
She's  curled next me
Something i havent had in a while
Company that stays with me without even asking
She just showed up at my door
And like the breeze
Shes past my door down the stairs
Cooling and relieving me of pain and suffering .
its been a long time coming
Ive been lusting and loving
Never thought in a million years
This women would be laying next to me tho
Maybe there is hope
Maybe im not broke
But lifes cruel
It could end suddenly
Just like a rude joke
So i hold no expectations
Never have
But ill cherish what i do have
Untill it leaves my pillow land
Kissing those lips
Holding her hand
Shit that i hate
But with her
I would do anything
I have no plans tho
Just going with the flow ya know
Will see what this brings
But right now im happy .
And thats all that matters to me .