Thought

I've thought it over,
Over and over again.
Maybe I was a fool,
A fool for you.
Believing the lies,
Lies you told me.
I've thought it over,
Over and over again.

My choice is clear,
Clear and shown boldly.
No one seems to notice,
Notice the scars on me.
Adding to them every chance I get.
Get to make them glow.
I've thought it over,
Over and over again.

My head is down,
Down at these thoughts.
When I think of this,
This Death.
I get weak all over,
Over and over again.

11~12~2010 -Dizzy