The Darkest Moon

Today didn't seem like the other days.Today was cold,dark yet hopeful.It wasn't like I walked for a thousand miles but i was breathing which gave me a little hope.Even in the darkness,i felt so bare.The darkness hid nothing,nothing at all.'I 'couldn't be kept a secret anymore."So,we meet again"she said.She was too sure of herself.This time she wasn't going to keep mum.To her I was nothing but a dead weakling.She failed to see what made me this way.I was compelled,but a part of me needed her,I' was nothing,absolutely nothing without her....Or so I thought."Why are you here?,I don’t need you”I conformed unwillingly.She looked at me with a wide smile as though i  gave myself away,or did i?"’tis funny you say that,you sound like me…Admit it, YOU are nothing without I(me).”It was true after all,she makes me stand,she let’s me fall,her actions makes me high and her irrational decisions sometimes causes immense pain and anger.But evading her will solve nothing.”you have no choice but to embrace me,because……. I am your thoughts,I am your subconscious mind,I am your ‘inner’self,I am You”.

As I was confronted by the moon,it seemed the darkest today ,a tinted gray……the world seemed derranged to me as i let my shadow enwrap me..bound to her i am ..for eternity.