Wishing to sleep

I try I really do
I lay in bed for hours
Sometimes I fall really fast
But other nights like these
I can't
It's 350 and I'm exhausted but my body doesn't care
It says no sleep for you!!
I've taken sleep medicine but nothing helps
I'll sleep for about 1-3 hrs and that's it
He tells me I can txt him when I can't sleep so I think about it but he needs sleep
But mostly I think about him when I can't sleep
He was so kind to me
He was the one I wanted to be with
But I can't be with him
Distance is hard
Very hard
And he moved on
And I tried to
I've met Jarrett
I've met Mike( actually 2 mikes)
I've met Dylan
But it doesn't matter Bc
Jarrett doesn't like me that way
Mike wants to be together just he lives in New York and is and ass (hints my last 2 poems)
Other mike I actually like and I think he likes me we are just very hesitant
Then Dylan I don't even know what to say about Dylan
My goodness my brain is going a mile a minute
I need sleep
But I can't
I think I'm about to give up in sleep and I might draw some more
I do need to finish my mermaid
She is looking like shit
Ok sleep can you come now I already drew now it's 537
Sleep can you hear me?
I would like to meet up with you sometime today
Yoohoo can you hear me?
I know your close
Everyone else is sleeping
I want to join them
C'mon
Please
Fine then I guess I need to make coffee and start my day
Hopefully you'll be around tonight Bc if I have to get high or drunk to sleep I'll do it Bc I'm tired of this no sleeping shit