help me name it

why does it every time I feel strong
everything I do seems to go wrong
I really try my best
to try and not put a sad face

I wonder if it's just my luck
cuz it really fucken sucks
I try and put God in front of me
but it seem that I'm the enemy

I'll keep putting on this happy face
and keep it going for more days
guess this is all my fears
even tho no one is here