Giving myself away

I don't have anymore to give so stop asking
I gave you everything to make you happy
Most of the things I didn't want to give you.
You just took them
I lost myself
I forgot who I was
You took my life
I was not aloud to leave
I could not talk to who I wanted to
I could not do what I wanted to
I'm not putting up with that shit
I am me and nobody else
I have nothing else to give
So in taking back my life
You can keep the memories
I don't want them
All the pain
Gone
All the tears
Gone
I can fight my own battles
I want to be me again
I like to talk to my friends
And you can't stop me
You never could
But you sure the hell fucking tried
I hope the next few years are shit
I hope the rest of your life is shit
I hope you die a slow and painful death
You do NOT deserve happiness
You deserve pain
I honesty don't want you to die Bc that was it will all end
I want you to never die but I want you to suffer every minute of it
I never want you to smile
I have you everything out of the kindness of my heart
You gave me nothing
So I will never be kind to you again
I gave myself to you
Yet you stepped all over me
Fuck you