My forced angel (abortion)

Hey baby we only have a short time to spend together
So let's imagine we are on the beach with perfect weather
Mommy's playing with you , we are having lots of fun
It hurts me that we'll never be able to sit and just watch the sun..rise and or fall
I hate I won't even get to see you learn to crawl
Mommy's sending you to heaven a little in advance
Im really sorry baby cause I know you deserve a chance
When you get to heaven I'll call you my little angel ..in the darkest moments  , I'll look to you to help me see
I promise We'll never be apart as long as we're in each others heart