Missing a kiss

 
damn  
your pretty fancy honey  
I love how your classy  
but also, your a naughty girl aren't you?  
the beautiful things in life  
darkened for you to  
I wasn't spoiled in life and neither were you  
life is a cunt but you already knew this  
lived and grew thru the bullshit  
emerging still  
a princess a goddess divine  
some people in life  
adore that shine that's been dulled  
so early in life ,  
did we ever have a chance ?  
really to make it in this life?  
I'm surprised I haven't died  
from suicide or bullets takeing my life  
some sprayed thru my house once  
breaking the sound barrier as it past my head  
i dont know when I went numb and cold  
burrr people started to say  
he's broken,  
fucked up in the head stay away  
some people in life stayed  
most have died got locked up  
or moved to far away.  
I never forget the good days tho  
or the bad ones  
but I wish you never had them  
who knew two people suffering in the same city  
time and place  
never really got a good face to face  
I was told once  
when I gawked at your picture  
you would kick my ass for my disrespectful mouth  
and well I believe that haha  
and probably needed that from someone I adored  
and not beaten for stupid shit by family at home  
I think I was told you were a mistress  
I laughed said bullshit I'll cum on her tits  
then  
got hit in the back of the head from a friend  
it's cool is was pissed  
but I deserved it lol.  
but hey I was a 16-year-old horny ass teen  
back then  
im a grown man now but somethings never change  
I still think your crazy beautiful  
a wicked fiery flame  
beautiful and dangerous  
a loving dark princess  
to hold and respect  
right here on this chest would be best  
I'll stab a mother fucker for you  
really I've done it before but I think you know this  
so I won't explain it  
one thing is certain  
ill continue to adore you  
for as long as you want it  
like it or need me to