R.est I.n B.liss

My minds runnin a race
But it feels like im in second place
All I have is devotion
And a heart full of pure emotion
I know I cause complications
But im tiered of this hallucination  
All I see is you and me
But in front of me its just a mirror
Reflecting envy and sorrow
Its gets me angry for tomorrow
So I empty a pill bottle
And get rushed to the hospital
I wonder if this is part of gods test
As they shock and pump my chest
I flat lined for the last time
And wake up in heaven this time
Looking at my family
Oh how much ive missed this
My sweet little Emily
Who brings me such Bliss.

R.I.B. Emily Bliss
9/22/10-9/22/10