pain to forget

Press a lhot lighter end to my arm
Just to feel something other then sadness
Stick needles under my fingernails
Just so I can forget where I am
Prass a razor blade to my wrist
Just to feel a difrent kind of pain
Wrap a rope around my neck
So my mind is to numb to think
Stuck in this fucking house
No reason to get out of bed
No point to even live
When I'm trapped in a hellhouse like this
So I use pain to forget
To forget how fucked up everything is