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His heart was empty
Searching for nothing
His belly numb and hungry
He should of known
He would be left in the cold
waiting
Loving
Always
And
Undying
But it wasnt needed

The rain falls on his shoulders
And He lights a cigarette
Says fuck it
spits
pulls his hood up
And keeps moving
Thinking about all these moments.
And how somehow
he hasnt given up hope yet
He grabs his head as hes walking
Pounding his temple with his fist
Trying to pound the saddness out.
In the distance he sees a bus coming down the street
almost hidden by the downpour ..
He steps out in the street
and drags his cigarette
Thinking
Nobody would even notice he's gone
He stands there waiting
Feeling nothing ,
He closes his eyes
Begins to cry and starts walking
He doesnt want to see it coming
He hears the motor roaring
closer
His body tightens
His fist clenched
Then he hears it
The scream of the horn
He screams as loud as he can
Holding his head
And he feels it
The gust
As the bus rockets passed him
It did see him
He is someone ..
And he stood there in there street
Cold beaten down by life and broken
He chuckles
Laugh a bit and wipes the snot from his nose
Stupid bus
couldnt handle this anyway he laughs
Starts laughing hysterically
Manically
NOBODY CAN FUCKING TAKE ME !
Hes screams at the sky
He goes to drag his Cigarette
Its wet
He flicks it on the ground
Spits says fuck it
I dont need anyone
Pulls his hood up
And keeps moving
Searching
Hoping
For that something
Everyone seems to be having
That he missed out on.