My Demons

Floating through the depths of my mind
Unable to maneuver
Slamming into unidentified thoughts
Being sucked into black holes of heavy emotions
I cannot escape
These demons force me to my knees
Thrusting me into my most excruciating thoughts and emotions
Leaving me a quivering sack of repulsivness

I try to hold on to a happy thought
But in reality
It is the most deadly combination of nightshade, hemlock, and taipan venom
Coated to appear like sunshine, rainbows and the possibility of love

But like always I'm the fool that grabbed a hold
I got caught up in the possibilities of the sweet outside
By the time I saw the poison within
The barbs had impaled my heart, mind and soul

If I ever learn from my past
It will be the most glorious of days

But all I forced is a storm
A storm that sings of an apocalypse
The obliteration of my world
All because off the infection from my demons