What Is It About Me  by gentlegirl

What is it about me
This thing I cant see
The part that's hidden
This thing that must be

What is it about me
he loves then he hates
then tries to deny it
disrupting my fate

What is it about me
my quiet gentle tone
or is because of
required time alone

What is it about me
makes me run and hide
causing thoughts of him
with another outside

What is it about me
that little voice within
its nothing to show
but arrow is at  him

What is it about me
i cry in my sleep
he says please dont cry
no reason to weep

What is it about me
i soothe all his pain
listening and loving
but trying in vain

What is it about me
He continues to harm
The damages he's done
my heart he has charmed

What is it about me
why can't i let go
this man is destroying me
how can he not know

What is it about me
does he truly not care
hiding his lies
so no one is aware

What is it about me
when i try to run
he follows me still
as if its all fun

What is it about me
When i finally decide
the bullet from my gun
and his body collide

What is it about me
no feelings of gladness
only sorrow and grief
lost love brings sadness

What is it about me
i finally admit
its all about me
love never quits

What is it about me
now that he's gone
Finally I let go
as the bullet hits home